That's me while we were hanging out in CNCTPHO class.
Photo was taken by Jam. :)
CNCTPHO is fun but it looks like we're going to spend our moolah for weekly shoots.
I study in a very expensive school, all right, but would you guys believe me if I say that we only have at least 3 working studio lights?! -_- Damn.
Where did our their tuition go?!
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Tonight I'll be shooting Nimbus Crowd again at Kublai's (MJ & JC might be there too). Last time, I was supposed to shoot them at the Guitar Adrenaline and Drumnation thingo. I wasn't able to shoot them because I came in late. I was busy with my on-the-job training-and-toma with OnQ. :p Haha! Nagtampo tuloy sila. O_O ... Tonight, I'll be on time. I promise! :D
Then tomorrow I'll be shooting the Christening of Erickson's first born, Raffy. :) Yaaaay!
(For starters, Erickson was -- or is? -- my design partner for Manipulated Print).
I'll be meeting his wife for the first time on Saturday. :] I bet she's lovely. It'll be my first time to shoot such an event too. Please pray that everything goes well! :]
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It's 5:34am on my clock right now and I'm still awake. I can't sleep because somebody just made this morning special. :)
I don't know why I should feel this way. We always talk but we barely know each other, we only talk about music and street food, and the worse thing is that we haven't even met. O_o Boing boing.
Yari kang bata ka!
BAH. I know. It shouldn't be like this. -_-
Arrrgh. Crap. I. Just. Can't. Help. It. :\
*insert The Mask's voice*: Somebody stop meeeeh! ..... :|
But seriously.. This isn't right. :| .. and I feel weird.
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And speaking of liking someone, I just have this little thing that has been bugging my mind for days.
The thing that has kept me aloof from some boys is the fact that I'm afraid to get involved with someone that might break my heart again. You know how hard it is to accept betrayal when you've been so loyal.
I think I've developed a phobia wherein I'm afraid to meet someone new because I feel that I might just be meeting the wrong boy again. I used to say that I don't fear making mistakes because I learn form them, but now I really try to avoid making another one fearing that it would break my heart (again).
It's not that I've decided to stay single forever.... read: T-R-A-U-M-A.
Even if people have been telling me to go out and date all the guys out there... I refuse to do so. Hey, I've been there. I don't like the idea of going out with different boys every now and then, and just waste my time getting to know guys who wouldn't even stay for so long or show they're sincere (...because they're not!).
Errr.. ever read the stuff on postsecret.com? This sounds just like one of those postcards..
I'm afraid to accept someone in my life right now fearing that I might have to erase him from my memory when something wrong happens. (You know how difficult it is to let go of something that you've learned to believe that will stay forever.)
And the most confusing thing is feeling that way, and then liking someone so much at the same time. *sighs*
