Everybody knows these cheesy stuff couples carve on trees.

I made something like that under my desk a long time ago and I just realized a few minutes ago that I still had it there.

I erased the piece of shit and it felt oh-so-good. ;D

This is the 2nd time I got my work published. :)
It's on DPP's ish 21: Capturing Beauty :D YAAAAAY!

Thanks to Nino, DPP & Energizer for the opportunity! 


And of course.. thanks to Mic for taking these photos...
(Mic, yung ish ko ha! :D hehehe)







And here's another thing to rejoice about...
Say hello to my new boyfriend! :D





Got him this evening at iStudio :] I'm currently updating it to 2.0! :D

This is a very cool song :D
It's so funky, I can't sleep!
I want to listen to this all day :] *boogies!*



Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Lip and the neck will appear

I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up
Up up and away
And over to a table at the graditude cafe

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you

I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

And timing's everything
And this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

I don't wanna wait no more
No I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I... I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I'm gonna show it
Yes I'm gonna make it mine
It's mine...
Yes I will make it all mine

Ms. Lacsamana's account on what really happened to Tara. Got this from Ivy.


Kararating ko lang galing Medical City. Dinalaw namin at ipinagdasal si Tara. Kasama ko sina Sir Louie Lorenzo, Sir Lito Jimenez, Ms. Taks Clarete, Ms Ettie Miranda at Ms. Rorie Francisco. 

Halos mapuno ang pasilyo ng ospital dahil sa mga nakapilang mga tao na nais makita si Tara. Nagtataka ang ilang nars dahil ang daming bisita ni Tara. Di nakatiis ang isang nars at nagtanong kung kaanu-ano namin si Tara. Sabi namin " dati naming estudyante." Ang sagot ng aming kausap ay " ang dami niyang bisita hanggang kahapon." Isang matipid na ngiti at sabay sabing " oo,  dahil marami ang nagmamahal kay Tara."

Niyakap kami ni Lila, ang kapatid ni Tara na naging estudyante rin namin. Pinauna kami na makapasok sa ICU upang tingnan si Tara. Dala-dalawa lang ang maaaring makapasok sa ICU at sa labas lamang ng kuwarto na may salamin mo makikita si Tara. Sa ganoong sitwasyon sari-saring emosyon ang iyong mararamdaman. Mahirap at masakit sa loob na makita ang dati mong estudyante sa ganoong kalagayan. Halos maga na ang kanyang ulo na may benda. Malakas ang kanyang paghinga sa tulong ng respirator. Halos nakalabas ang itim na bahagi ng mata dahil na rin sa bala ng baril na nasa kanyang utak. Kausap namin ang kanyang ina at isinalaysay ang tunay na nangyari. 10% lang ang tsansa kung maooperahan siya. Ang bala ng baril ay "double action." Ibig sabihin nito ay maliliit na bahagi ng bala ay nakakalat sa kanyang utak. Mahirap at maselan ang operasyon dahil iisa-isahing tanggalin ang maliit na bahagi ng bala.   

Nagpakilala ako sa kanyang ina at sinabi ko na ako ang teacher-in-charge  (IV-3 batch 2003) ni Tara. Tinanong ko siya kung ano ba talaga ang nangyari. Iba kasi ang mga naglalabasang balita. 

Siya namang dating ni Joee, bestfriend ni Tara. Isinalaysay ni Joee ang tunay na  nangyari. Birthday ni Tara ng Agosto 6. Nag-text sa kanya si Tara na magkita sa "Burger King" sa Marcos Highway. Galing pa si Joee sa CSB, Taft Ave. Napagkasunduan nilang hintayin ang 12:00 ng madaling araw upang ipagdiwang ang 23 kaarawan ni Tara. Matapos ang 12:00 ng madaling araw ay sumakay sila ng dyip pauwi ng Cainta, Rizal. Sila lang ang sakay ng dyip. Pahinto-hinto ang dyip upang magsakay ng pasahero. Hanggang may isang lalaki na sumakay sa dyip na umupo sa tabi ni Tara sa bandang hulihan. Pababa ang lalaki ng agawin ang bag ni Tara. Naghatakan sila sa bag. Nakarinig na lang ng putok si Joee na nakaupo sa tabi ni Tara. Nang tingnan niya si Tara, ito pala ang nabaril at sa ulo mismo. Sinabi ni Joee sa driver na dalhin sila sa malapit na ospital. Bago pa sila makarating sa malapit na klinika ay binaba pa isa-isa ang mga pasahero. Halos isang oras bago sila nakarating. Pagkahatid sa klinika ay iniwan na sila ng drayber. Tinanggihan ng klinika na tanggapin si Tara dahil hindi nila kayang gamutin. Naghintay pa si Joee ng mahabang sandali upang tulungan sila ng mga nars na tumawag ng taxi at dalhin sa Eulogio "Amang " Rodriguez Hospital si Tara. Isipin na lang na 5' 2 ang taas ni Joee at siya pa ang nagbuhat kay Tara. Di na makausap ni Joee si Tara nang nasa EAR hospital. Tinawagan niya ang mga magulang ni Tara at kanyang mga magulang upang ipaalam ang mga pangyayari. 
 
Nakalulungkot isipin na buhay na ang nakabingit ay parang walang pakialam ang mga pasahero ng dyip na nagpababa pa sa kani-kanilang destinasyon. Ikalawa, kung di  pa sumigaw si Joee upang magpatulong sa mga nars sa klinika na kanilang napuntahan na tumawag ng taksi upang dalhin sa pinakamalapit na ospital ay di pa kikilos. Siya pa ang nagbuhat kay Tara upang isakay sa taksi. 

Medyo masakit at sariwa pa kay Joee ang mga pangyayari kaya di na kami nagtanong pa. Pumunta kami sa waiting area at nakita namin ang ama ni Tara. Tinawag  namin  ang mga kaibigan, kaklase at mga mahal sa buhay ni Tara upang manalangin. Sa pangunguna ni Ms. Taks Clarete ay ipinagdasal namin si Tara.

Pagkatapos ng limang (5) taon ay nagkita-kita kami ng aking mga dating mag-aaral at TIC class. Nakalulungkot ang sabi ng isang mag-aaral  " Ms, dito pa tayo nag-reunion." Sabi ko sa ilang mga dati kong estudyante na noong Agosto 1, bigla na lang sumulpot si Tara sa facebook at humihiling na i-add ko siya. Nang mabalitaan ko ang nangyari sa kanya ay tiningnan ko ang kanyang facebook profile. Sinulatan ko siya sa kanyang 'wall' dahil kaarawan niya. Di ko alam kung ano ang ibig niyang sabihin sa kanyang "recent activity" na nakasulat sa facebook: " Tara Bosch Santelices is chasing analog ghosts." Ikinuwento ko sa kanila na para siyang may premonisyon. Ang sagot ng ilan ay ; "Miss, sa kanyang ym ay kanyang isinulat: "there's a bullet in my head." 

Para sa iyo Tara, nandito kami .... nanalangin at nagbabantay sa iyong paggaling.


Let's continue to pray for Tara's recovery.

angelcolmenareslocsin: hi daphne..thanks for making them remove my pics from flesh ahia blog..this is Angel :)



Okay.. That guy/girl is a poser.

S/he has contacted BJ telling that I've personally talked to the real Angel Locsin and that I've referred some photographers who can do her set cards. She mentioned a few names like JT (Jay Tablante) and Rage Gayondato.


Here's a copy of their conversation that we got from the archive:


angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:09:32 PM): hi jay!
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:09:42 PM): thanks sa mga comments mo sa multiply ah
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:09:50 PM): i appreciate them all
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:10:01 PM): si daphne nagsabi sa akin
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:10:14 PM): errr... cam?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:11:23 PM): papanong cam?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:11:32 PM): wait... sino to?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:11:39 PM): angel
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:11:51 PM): angel?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:11:57 PM): locsin!
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:12:06 PM):
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:12:41 PM): magiinquire din sana ako how much do u charge kasi i need set cards...ipapadala sa singapore
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:13:23 PM): u know daphne?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:13:33 PM): oliveros
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:13:40 PM): yeah i know her...
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:14:05 PM): anyway...how much do u charge?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:15:25 PM):
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:15:41 PM): charge?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:16:00 PM): yes
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:16:29 PM): hindi tayo nagkakaintindihan
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:17:12 PM): medyo...
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:17:29 PM): i asked daphne sino ok mag photoshoot
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:17:39 PM): she mentioned a few websites..including sa yo
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:17:49 PM): so i went to ur website and i found ur contact there
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:18:06 PM):
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:18:51 PM): how do u know daphne pala?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:19:19 PM): yep i do know daphne
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:19:30 PM): papano mo sya nakilala?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:19:45 PM): hmmmm
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:20:06 PM): i met her dahil sa EX nya..
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:20:08 PM): in other words, she referred ur website to me
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:20:14 PM): ahh okay..
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:20:36 PM): sa Maxim namin dati she took photos of me also
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:20:58 PM): Maxim party
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:21:36 PM): ah
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:22:00 PM): anyway..u seem busy..nice meeting you
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:22:03 PM): sorry sa istorbo also
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:22:30 PM): errr ok
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:23:55 PM): wait..hindi ka ba pro photographer?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:24:26 PM): panong pro?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:24:47 PM): like sa mga magazines gumagawa kayo?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:25:19 PM): pictorials for set cards
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:27:23 PM): ah... as you can see.. most of my photos were landscapes. bihira lang ako magshoot ng zed cards. but i still do
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:27:48 PM): ahh okay hehe sorry
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:28:13 PM): can u refer me to someone u know na kaya gawin yung pictorials na mura?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:28:51 PM): errr... better ask JT.
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:29:18 PM): okay...
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:29:24 PM): nakakatext mo pa si JT madalas?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:30:00 PM): hmmm sinong JT ang sinasabi mo?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:30:23 PM): wait..JT?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:31:53 PM): si Rage i mean.nakakatext mo pa sya madalas?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:32:24 PM): errr?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:32:42 PM): gayondato
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:33:15 PM): ?
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:33:22 PM): katext? nope
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:33:38 PM): i know the person pero hindi kami close
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:33:43 PM): ahh okay
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:34:47 PM): so full time photogpraher ka?
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:34:49 PM):
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:35:09 PM): serious hobbyist
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:35:21 PM): nice. .
angelcolmenareslocsin (8/9/2008 4:35:29 PM): parang ang tipid mo sumagot
jay hernandez (8/9/2008 4:35:53 PM): di naman...
*then s/he signed out*


BISTO OH! LOOOOOSER!


Now, if there are other guys out there who were contacted by this poser telling that I referred you, IT'S NOT TRUE. I haven't talked to the real Angel Locsin nor referred any other photographer. Just ignore or block whoever this guy is.


We have a hunch KNOW who's messing up with us.
Whatever you guys are up to, you're not going anywhere.

You're a bunch of losers who don't even know how to play your own game.

Sometimes I feel bad because my parents brought me up in a lifestyle and environment I can't sustain.
I wonder how happier I could be if I lived a simpler life.

On the eve of her 23^rd birthday, Tara was shot in the head during a hold-up while riding a jeepney along Imelda Avenue, Cainta, Rizal. Joee Mejias, who was with her at that time, rushed her to Amang Rodriguez Memorial Hospital in Marikina City. The parents of Tara and Joee arrived at the hospital shortly thereafter. When morning came, Tara’s parents finally decided to transfer her to the Medical City, Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City. Since 8:00am of August 6, Tara has been in the ICU fighting for her dear life. Her parents have decided not to push through with the operation.

Although it might seem that there is nothing else that we can do but wait for Tara to wake up from this horrific nightmare, we, the friends of Tara, have decided to raise funds for Tara’s hospital bills. This is the least we can do to ease the unbearable pain her family is going through. We have been given the go-signal from Tara’s dad, Tito Larry, and here are the details:

The temporary bank account is under Anne Marie F. Santelices, Banco de Oro, SA 2140-062201. For direct cash donations, please proceed to the ICU Waiting Room of the Medical City (Ortigas Avenue, Pasig City). Please look for Joee Mejias or Lila Santelices.

Any amount will be gratefully accepted. Anonymous donations are also welcome. Please spread the word. Forward this to your family, friends and even to everyone else you know. Please post this on Friendster, Multiply, Facebook and wherever else you can think of. Please send group messages on Yahoo Messenger. This will mean so much to us, her friends. 

Please continue praying for Tara, for Joee and for both of their families. If you want to come see Tara, visiting hours at the ICU are at 9:00 am to 11:00 am and 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm.

Thank you so much for your time and kind consideration.

For inquiries, please contact Joee Mejias (09228154987) for calls and Jac Ledonio (09167243071) or Myka Francisco (09163695148) for text messages.

PLEASE FORWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW.

For Tara Santelices
Assumption Antipolo’s Batch 2003 and Ateneo de Manila University’s Class of 2007, AB Political Science

I feel bad for not coming to the shoot this afternoon. 'Twas the wedding of Mic's friend and Mic asked Ron and I to take his place as photographer since he's going to be the best man.

Mic only told me about it few mins after I woke up (around 2pm) and he said I should be at the church by 3. Hahaha. Then I could earn 5k for shooting. :] (Moooneeeeeh!)

Then I asked mum if I could come but she said no! Allah-dammit. :(

She said I should stay at home because she wanted me to go to mass. -_- Then I argued that I need the 5k and that I could go to mass on Sunday instead. O_O

And you know what mum said, she said she'll give me 5k and we'll go shopping just so I would stay at home and go to mass with her and dad. WOOT. So much for worship!

Ron: Di ka pinayagan?! So Unlikely. :)

So unlikely indeed. O_O And I thought my 'rents have already given me the liberty to go out whenever I want to! O_O

So, I told Mic I can't come. I still feel bad about losing that 5k since I know that mom and I can just shop some other time. -_- I dunno what's so precious about going to mass today when I can just do it tom. :|

Hmmm.. who here still goes to mass reguarly?




Sooo. I shopped for some new clothes this evening after mass. I got a few gorgeous tops from a shop I never thought I'd shop from (guess guess guess!) because I always found their tops either too plain or too loud. Then I got a top and a new huuuuge wallet from Esprit.


That means RIP to the small 1 y/o Girbau wallet that tried to stuff all of my money, receipts, cards, calling cards and paper crap inside its little stomach until it threatened me a few weeks ago that it will throw up everything soon. Haha. XD




I bought a gorgeous Giordano watch 2 weeks ago from Watch Republic in Rob Ermita but it was defective. BOOERS.

It stopped every now and then. I thought it was a battery problem so I had the batteries replaced but 2 days after, it stopped working again. So I brought it back to the shop last Wednesday (exactly a week from purchase) and demanded for a replacement. The staff really pissed me off. They said their watches are not defective and since my watch is under warranty, I should just have it repaired. The staff didn't want to believe me and they insisted on "repairing" and replacing the batteries themselves.. and they said I can't have the item replaced. They even told me I should just have it repaired by the manufacturers. It will take a month to have it fixed. They said they will ship my watch back to the US for repair. I insisted on replacement but they insisted on repair. GRRR. So I went home knowing that the watch will stop working soon. True enough, it stopped working that night at 10pm >_< ..

Then I went back to the store the next day to declare war. After a few minutes of steamy arguments, I got meself this new Buffalo watch. :) I'd like to thank Camille for persuading me to get this one. XD Haha. Ahlavet!

*UY NAPOST KO NA TO DATI AH*
(wonders why there's a double post) .. O_O

ORIG POST = http://daphnerakstar.multiply.com/journal/item/423/1st_time_to_get_published_Update

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I got news that my photo of Route 196 have been published on today's Inquirer. :)

Ms. Pam Pastor (Inquirer) and Sir JP Balboa (Route 196) asked me last Thursday if they could use my photo for Ms. Pastor's article on Route 196.

This is the first time that my work has been published on the papers. I didn't know that the article will come out today and I don't even have a copy of the newspaper! Allah-demmet. Ahahaha. :p

The photo is on Section E, p. 3  ;)

*runs off to find a newspaper stand*


UPDATE:

Here's a scan of the paper. :D
Thanks to Gwen for this one! <3
It's pretty small.. but it's a start. :P

I got news that my photo of Route 196 have been published on today's Inquirer. :)

Ms. Pam Pastor (Inquirer) and Sir JP Balboa (Route 196) asked me last Thursday if they could use my photo for Ms. Pastor's article on Route 196.

This is the first time that my work has been published on the papers. I didn't know that the article will come out today and I don't even have a copy of the newspaper! Allah-demmet. Ahahaha. :p

The photo is on Section E, p. 3  ;)

*runs off to find a newspaper stand*


UPDATE:

Here's a scan of the paper. :D
Thanks to Gwen for this one! <3
It's pretty small.. but it's a start. :P

I've never been this tired in my entire life. *exhausted*

So. I've been busy with a lot of gigs and work these past few weeks. Woooo. And the gigs don't stop here.. there's a lot more to do. I just have this teeny tiny spare time to blog this early morning while I'm waiting for some photos to finish uploading.

And speaking of photos. I've got about 5 sets from diff events that are pending upload. I'm really sorry for those who've been waiting for them. School is just so hectic and I can't just upload the photos without even checking if they're okay for posting. Please be patient guys. :) They'll be up soon. I promise! And please don't feel bad if there are sets that I've been uploading even if your event came first. These photos either have a deadline (paid/commissioned) or they just happen to be for school.

Patience, my dears. Patience. :D




I still haven't changed my vampiric sleeping habits even if I said I would. -_- It has grown in me and I can't seem to get rid of it. Awww. I thought it would be easy. :(




I've finally managed to pay for my (one and only) lens 3 weeks ago! (Yay!)

Gosh. I never thought I'd make it. O_O
45k in 6 months woooo! :D *boogies hard!*

I remember depriving myself from shopping and buying clothes just because I have to pay for this unexpected expense. XD Weeee! And now I'm free free free. :D It's time to make money out of these things I have then maybe .. (juuust maaaybee) I could shift back to my first love! ;)

I told myself I'm going to get meself some camera gear (tripod, cable release, better camera bag, filters,..) after this purchase but I realized that I've deprived myself of too many things just because of this unexpected burden (and luxury).


So............... I'VE DECIDED TO GO SHOPPING FIRST!!! (It's about time!)


..then maybe the extra gear can wait. :p This will be a opportunity for me to pick and decide what gear I really want to buy next. :) .. (Yeah right!) For the meantime, I'll just remember to bat my lashes every time I try to borrow my uncle's biyoootipul lens. :p



My 'rents have been cutting down my allowance since I got this lappie. -_- It frustrates me. This term I'm getting about half of what I've been receving last term just because I go to school for 3 days (T-W-H). Eeesh. I got this schedule because I don't want to tire myself going to school everyday. I don't know where Mom and Dad got the idea of "walang pasok, walang allowance" thing. -_- I'm really really really starting to feel really poor (maybe it's because of the lens too? .. hmmm.). And I hate it because I don't get to shop as often as I used to. :( One of these days I swear I'm going to raid the mall for all those clothes and star studded hoodies!

  


I'm so loving Enemies of Saturn. Just watched 'em live last Saturday at Route196 (The Goo Goo G'Joob Prod rocks big time). Ze Rakstar thinks that Ze Rockstar Bassist looks cute! :3

Don't you ever dare to rip-off my work again. You know who you are.

Last week, I posted a link to the Press Cafe homework (WEBDEV1) right after I finished uploading it. I've noticed that you've been going back to my page and kept on looking at my site. It didn't bother me until someone gave me a link to your work this afternoon.

You ripped off my layout! You ripped off my idea! You ripped me off!




We always thought you were good but hell no.. after seeing how you ripped off my work, you've lost our respect for you as an artist! I hope your professor knew that you just ripped off that design and that grade! >:[

The others were right, you're just a poser! >:(

Thank you very much for letting us know how evil you are. >:(

Thank God natapos rin!

I swear I will never ever ever ever ever cram my WEBDEV1 homework again! O_o





Working time: approx. 26 hours (that includes movie time. hehehe.)

Sucky. Marami akong gustong palitan at iusog pero deadline na nito mamaya sooo.. screw it! XD
Kids, don't try this at home. Pang professional procrastinator and vampires lang to. :)) Bwahahaha! XD

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Weeeee! I miss my bed! XD *runs off to sleep*

No. This is not about shifting back to Nikon. This is about shifting back to normal sleeping.


I woke up at 7.30pm today and I decided to get rid of my nocturnal self.

For the past two weeks, I've been sleeping in class and I hate the feeling of trying to sneak in some sleep in front of the professor. *sighs*

I want to be the lively and hyper me again. Not the sleepy, wasted, "Gosh. I'm sleepy eh. Zzzzzzzz." Daphne you meet everyday. -__-

Man. Almost all of the artists that I know have weird sleeping habits but my barkada is "normal". O_o ...

I feel weird and it makes me feel left out. :|

From this day forward, I swear to shift back to my normal sleeping self. So help me, God. *crosses fingers*





Last night, I went to the grand opening of the Borderless Exhibit with some friends at G3.

Grabe ang galing ng exhibitors (and the organizers too)! :D

I bow down to you!

Hahaha. :D

I admire all of the photographs. Grabe ang galing galing galing galing galing! :D

Congrats to Tok, Taks, Ate Donna, Sir Jeff, Sir Mitz, Ms Cez, and to all the other great photographers (that I only know by name)!

Now I'm more inspired to shoot. :] When I grow up, I want to exhibit too. :)) Hehehe!








Now I'm off to watch a movie then I promise to go sleep right after that. Then tomorrow I'll start cramming again! >_<

Hay. Is anyone going to Kublai's and Mag:net Katipunan tomorrow night? Guitar Adrenaline again, baby! Let's shoot! :p

There's Fete tomorrow at MOA too but I think I'll pass for that one. Too tired. :|

I still have to regain my strength from the flu I caught last week. Booooo.

Meh. I caught a virus last Sunday and up to now I'm so not feeling well. -_-

Cough. Colds. Fever. Phlegm. Eww. .. then I have asthma pa. :|

I'm still up because I bloated meself with coke (not the drug). Sugar rush weeeeeee! XD

Apparently, the caffeine in coke opens the bronchial passages in the lungs allowing more air in.




Bah. I wasn't supposed to be in school yesterday because I could barely breathe, I had a fever, and I have tons of phlegm (ewwness!). But I had to come to school so I could pass some requirements for 2DANIM and WEBDEV.

Adik ba? Well, not really. Last term I didn't go to school one day and I found meself cramming for 2 weeks just to finish the stuff I missed for that one day. O_o I'd rather go to school than risk two weeks of cramming. -_-

I really felt so weak this afternoon that I snoozed while Sir Joby was giving his lecture on web design layouts (sorry!). -_-

And last night I was really having trouble breathing that I decided to cancel my shoot with GMA7 on the 14th. :| It's a free shoot with tons of celebs at EK, all expense paid... but I think I should get some rest. Mom also urged me not to go. My body is telling me that I've been working too much and I believe it's about time for me to relax. So I also decided that I'm going to lay low on photography for the next few days (or weeks). No photo shoots unless they're for school. I'll just focus on homeworks and projects, and I'll watch all the movies that I missed. :]


For WEBDEV I'll be making a website for Route 196 (Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!). It's been a while since I've been there and I'm going to meet the owner soon so we could discuss how we're going to do the site. :] I'm doing it for free but at the same time I have to ask them to allow me to take info and photos of the place, and help me credit this project as ojt work. :p Para naman hindi sayang di ba? ;)


I'm no longer an officer of Media Max. Zach pulled me out (and JV let me go! Boo. Haha. Kidding! XD) and I'll be the Vice Chairman External of the Student Council. O_o Sounds more work? Nah. Zach assured me that as much as possible I wouldn't get any stress. :) .. I hope. O_O *crosses fingers*

CNCTPHO is fun but it looks like we're going to spend our moolah for weekly shoots.

I study in a very expensive school, all right, but would you guys believe me if I say that we only have at least 3 working studio lights?! -_- Damn.

Where did our their tuition go?!




Tonight I'll be shooting Nimbus Crowd again at Kublai's (MJ & JC might be there too). Last time, I was supposed to shoot them at the Guitar Adrenaline and Drumnation thingo. I wasn't able to shoot them because I came in late. I was busy with my on-the-job training-and-toma with OnQ. :p Haha! Nagtampo tuloy sila. O_O ... Tonight, I'll be on time. I promise! :D

Then tomorrow I'll be shooting the Christening of Erickson's first born, Raffy. :) Yaaaay!

(For starters, Erickson was -- or is? -- my design partner for Manipulated Print).

I'll be meeting his wife for the first time on Saturday. :] I bet she's lovely. It'll be my first time to shoot such an event too. Please pray that everything goes well! :]



It's 5:34am on my clock right now and I'm still awake. I can't sleep because somebody just made this morning special. :)

I don't know why I should feel this way. We always talk but we barely know each other, we only talk about music and street food, and the worse thing is that we haven't even met. O_o Boing boing.

Yari kang bata ka!

BAH. I know. It shouldn't be like this. -_-

Arrrgh. Crap. I. Just. Can't. Help. It. :\

*insert The Mask's voice*: Somebody stop meeeeh! ..... :|

But seriously.. This isn't right. :| .. and I feel weird.




And speaking of liking someone, I just have this little thing that has been bugging my mind for days.

The thing that has kept me aloof from some boys is the fact that I'm afraid to get involved with someone that might break my heart again. You know how hard it is to accept betrayal when you've been so loyal.

I think I've developed a phobia wherein I'm afraid to meet someone new because I feel that I might just be meeting the wrong boy again. I used to say that I don't fear making mistakes because I learn form them, but now I really try to avoid making another one fearing that it would break my heart (again).

It's not that I've decided to stay single forever.... read: T-R-A-U-M-A.

Even if people have been telling me to go out and date all the guys out there... I refuse to do so. Hey, I've been there. I don't like the idea of going out with different boys every now and then, and just waste my time getting to know guys who wouldn't even stay for so long or show they're sincere (...because they're not!).


Errr.. ever read the stuff on postsecret.com? This sounds just like one of those postcards..


I'm afraid to accept someone in my life right now fearing that I might have to erase him from my memory when something wrong happens. (You know how difficult it is to let go of something that you've learned to believe that will stay forever.)


And the most confusing thing is feeling that way, and then liking someone so much at the same time.  *sighs*

One of the most irritating things happened last night. We were on our way to the Maxim Hot 100 Party, and I was in the car with Jam, Tita Haps, Nikki and their cousin when an unknown number texted me: "My lifes been hell since ur gone"

Not knowing who it was, I just replied "Missent."

Then the sender called and it turned out to be the ex-boyfriend. *Pissed off*

I asked what the problem was and after he asked if there's anything wrong about him calling, I said that I'm too busy for these things and if ever he needs something, he can just text, NOT call.

After moving on and forgetting about everything and being happier with what's happening now, an unwanted and painful memory tries to squeeze itself in my busy life.

Don't you guys just find it irritating that after being so hurt and then finding out how stupid I've become just for love, and being so stupid for holding on to a boy who never knew how to treasure a girl, then trying to move on for months and after being able to accept life as it is, and finding out how happier I am with my life right now than I was with an asshole, this boy who ruined my life just comes out of the blue to try and ruin it once more.

I'm sorry, Chris. I've had enough. I'm happier now than I was with you. I'm tired of you. You can't just call and play with me again just because you lost all the girls who refused to play your game. Stop ruining our lives just because you're bored and you want a girl that you can just pick up and throw away after you've become sick of her.

Learn how to be patient and find a good woman.
Learn how to love and treasure her, NOT USE her.

I've already forgiven you but what you did to me was definitely not forgotten. You filled my heart with hate. I'm not playing your game. Just go away. There's no space for you here.

A lot of people are watching out for me and we all know that you're just playing.


NOW STOP IT.

Stay away from me and get a life.

Haha! Okay. He's been calling me a snob lately because I've been busy with school, OJT and movies (hehehe). :P

Medyo nakokonsensya ako kasi I know he's been excited about his birthday today and he feels a little bad because Lalie, Ara, MJ, the rest of the gang and I wouldn't be able to celebrate with him.

Tapos sa ym ang "snob" ko pa. :P


"snob! :P"
"ikaw ang snob :/"

"snob. :P"
"sorry nagdinner eh :]"

"snob :P"
"movie movie!"
"snob snob"
">:P"
"hmp :P"

"snob :("
"sorry nag-aayos ng router! brb!"

"[-("
"hehe"

"bday ko na sunday :p"
"yea."


Binara ko pa sa huli. Amp. XD Sabi ni Lalie ang sama sama ko raw. XD Haha! Waaaaaaa.

Uy sorry! Di ako masama ha. Bati tayo ha! :D Haha.